Geetanjali – PArt 35

PART 35
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nothing to worry mr.khurana..gud news hai…u r becoming a father…ur wife is pregnant..
maan s face was happy at first..then it had mixed emotions.maan saw geet coming out with a small smile…seeing geets smile, maans face became rock…
dr,mujei ye bacha nehi chahiye…abort it…
geet stood numb hearing his words…
n dr.too was shocked…
mr.khurana…think about ur decision again…its ur child…
i dont think twice before making a decision…just give me the forms for abortion…i’ll sign it…
mr.khurana…take ur wife home…i think she will not accept ur decision..
she will go with my decision…
geet loked at him all hurt…her heart was paining…its their first child…how can he say to abort it…dont he has feelings for his blood…his child..geet walked out without her knowledge..her legs walked the way to take her from that surrounding..her mind was blank,not able to digest the words maan said…
mr.khurana…u both go home …u  both talk with each other..come tomorrow…if u decide to have this baby,i’ll check her again..she needs medications..n if u decide to abort…then its ok..we will abort before the fetus grows…but,i prefer,u go with ur baby…its ur child..
i dont want ur suggestions dr…do what i said..
ok..come tomorrow..take appointment in reception n sign the abortion papers…
maan turned and said…dont tell this to dadi…or u will face a worse of ur career..

maan left..he made appointment for geet at 11..n signed the abortion papers…a drop of tear fell on the paper where he signed..
he searched for geet…she was sitting in the lawn before the hospital…
maan called his driver n asked to drop geet in house…n ordered his gaurds not to follow him…
he started to walk in an unknown direction…there was a lava bottled inside him…he took a cab n went to the loneliest place…he stood on the tip of cliff .he spread his hands and cried aaahhh..it echoed everywhere..
why u made me do this anjali…i love my child…but,u made me sign to abort my child…why anjali…why...he kneeled n cried…he was there for how many hrs he dont know…his phone was ringing continuosly…he did not care to take it…the charge went off n his phone was dead..dead like his inner soul…
.he laid there in the sand looking the dark skys..he was speaking his heart out…but what he spoke only the stars knows…his eyes stopped the tears when it had no more liquid to pour out…he stayed there all night…he did not return to house…

the driver dropped geet in house…she walked like a robot to out house…she locked the room n landed on bed…she starred at the ceiling…
mujei ye bacha nehi chahiye…abort it…the words of maan was still ringing in her ears…
i thought he is changing…but,nothing has changed…he is so blind folded in his revenge…he wants to abort his own child..he did not even think about the child..ye bacha unki ansh hai…uniki khoon hai...
she touched her belly…trying to feel the baby…
why is ur papa like this baby?
why he hates u?
why he doesnt want u?
dont he wants to feel u as i want to feel u?
dont he want to see ur face?
dont he want to see ur innocent smile?
dont he wants to see ur every growth?
dont he want to play with u?
dont he want to hear the word papa from ur mouth?like i want to hear mama from u..
how can he decide to abort u..?no..i cant abort u..dont worry baby,.i’ll not let u die ..

she made the decision.she wiped her tears n waited for maan…
nakul came n said dadi is waiting for her.she called geet for lunch …then for dinner…she asked him to bring to outhouse giving some lame excuses..she dont want to skip her food..baby needs it…
she again waited for maan…he did not return all night…n geet too dozed off…

it was 9 am when she woke up…she felt giddiness  again…she waited for some minutes…now she realized the morning sickness ,throwing out n laziness is all sort of pregnancy…she looked around n searched for maan…he has not yet arrived..she sighed..n went to wash room…she had her breakfast in her room itself…she wanted to share this happy news with her mummy,papa dadi n anie…but the decision of maan has shaked her…she avoided seeing dadi..knowing the elderly lady may read her expressions..n she cant hide the truth or share her happiness with her…without talking to maan,she will not go infront of dadi…

it was 10 am when,maan entered the room..he has put on his face the mask of rudeness again..he walked straightly into the shower,he didnt even notice the presence of geet…he stood under the cold shower…wiped his marks of tears their…he came out with a cold look…no emotions in his face..geet tried to read him…no use…

maan saw the dress on the bed…then only noticed geet is there…he started to wear his official attire..he went to the dressing table …he start to comb his hair…he want to tell now..he gathered his all courage n spoke in a cold voice…
ur appointment is at 11 am…ive signed the abortion papers…
geet looked at him in dis belief…
a corner of her heart was expecting him to say what he said yesterday was a joke…but,he is serious…n he has fixed appointment too…how can he...both their eyes met…both of them were having mixed emotions…love…,hate..anger…sad…but none can read it…both were in their own thoughts…

have u really made the appointment…
hmmm..i know u want 2 abort the child…
what?…she said in shock..
geets ST:when i said…what is he saying..
maan:i know u dont want kids…
geet was again shocked..
maan muje ye bacha chahiye..
kyun?he asked coldly..
kyun matlab.i want to have it…her voice was raising..
why?bcoz i came to know about the baby…or u would have aborted it without my knowledge…huh…
maaan..she screamed…
maan..do u doubt this is not ur child…
nooo..i know this is my child..our child…he said in frustration..but told in authoritive voice…he had no doubt about baby..there was a tinge of hurt for doubting his baby as not his..

maan was moving from there…he opened his wardrobe n took a box from last shelf..
then ,u cant accuse me like that?she softened n said…
.he looked at ithe box for some time…carressed the thing n kept it again..she saw some change of expressions in maans face..
whats that…
nothing for ur concern..
geet opened the box n saw a doll…which was broken into pieces…its head ,hands,legs n body was splitted…it had stains of blood…
whats this?
this.cant u see this is a doll..
whose doll is this?
mine..my favourite doll…i kept this to…he left the sentence half way…
chod usei..ab koi farak nehi padtha..
who broke this…
i broke it..
n this blood stain…maan was getting irritated with her questions ..she was reopening his wounds…
my blood…this is our first child…he grabbed her arms tightly.piercing her skin..digging his nails…chill ran through geets spine…she never expected this…he is talking about anjali..

u want to know why i break this doll..ok then listen…this is my favourite doll…which i use to play with when i’m kid..this is my gift from my parents…i want to give it to my child…you spoiled everything..you shatterred me.u broke me that day…i broke this dream of mine with my own hands,when u aborted our first child…i shatterred when i came to know u aborted our child..

maan…she whispered..her voice dried in her throat…

yaad nehi hai tumhe.i caught u red handed in hospital…u only said u aborted the  child,bcoz u dont want to have a baby.u hate kids..u dont want to carry my baby,when  u dont love me…u r asking now u want to carry this baby..tab tumne ye kyun nehi socha when u aborted our first child..if u want to move on with ur so called lover too..i would have left u..if u have given my baby safe in my arms…but what u did to my baby..whats the fault of it..to die in ur womb…tell me anjali..u know i fight every day with my love n hate..u cant feel my inner turmoil..i loved u so much..than my life..now too i cant stay away from u..bcoz the love i had is somewhere still alive in me…i always tried my best after our marriage to forget that one incident..u aborted our baby…as a lover i can forgive you…but as a father i cant forgive you..that s the reason i still feel hatred for u..

jab bhi tumhare pass aathi hoon na i’m stuck with love n hatred…u cant understand geet…u cant…
n now too if the dr.has not said to me about ur pregnancy,u would have aborted it..so,only i myself said to abort my own child…mujei koi shak nehi hai..wo bacha bhi mera tha..or ye bacha bhi mera hai…

he threw her on the floor…
now go..go n get ready for hospital…i’ll say the driver to take u to hospital..i dont want the baby to  face ur betrayel face..samji tum.i think u will not go against my words…aur baath abortion ki tumhei meri zaroorat nehi hai..u aready have experience in it…he said sarcastically..if u dont go i know how to get u in hospital…dont force me to repeat the way which i did for our marriage…(mixing sleeping pills)
..i have an urgent meeting in office.i’m going

maan did not even let her speak…he stormed out of his room …he has let out his all frustration today…
geet was frozen ..he has made her speechless..tears were running down as she heared the most worse truth from his mouth…the real reason for his hatred…she was sitting  there motionless ..

for the first time she want to say ..pull his shirt n scream she is geetanjali not kavyanjali..

maan did not take driver with him..he drove himself to kc…his blood was boiling…he could not concentrate on any work…he remembered their meeting in mumbai in hospital…
when he got injured in his site…he was taken to hospital..he came out of drs..room after bandaging his hand…he saw anjali there..she was talking to a girl…that girl moved to the exit…
maan was happy to see anjali…he wants to talk to her..n he moved towards her…she looked very pale n dull…their was dark circles forming around her eyes..he was not able to see her like that..
A nurse called …who is ms..Anjali..
ji..mei hoon..
you forgot ur tablets..
thanks…

maan stopped the nurse n asked what those tablets for…the nurse gave him a week smile..
who r u to her..
her fiance..
you must have controlled ur feelings or used condoms..
ji…he did not understand what the nurse is saying..
she did abortion…those tablets is .
maan did not hear anything after that…what she said…
anjali aborted his baby…she did not say to him,she is pregnant with his child..anger filled him..he pulled anjali to the far most corner…
whats that anjali..
what…
this tablets…its after abortion…
anjali looked at him..
ya..i know..
y u did this to me…
i dont want this child..i hate kids…i dont want to be a mother so soon..n that too for ur baby…
y..y u dont want 2 be a mother for my baby
bcoz i dont love u…if i want to be a mother that will be for my love only..it will be my nishani of love…this baby is formed only bcoz of my  weakness…damn it what happened to me that night..why i touched u…y i made love with u..i regret that day…for spending my night with the man whom i dont love…amy told he will accept me,even after  knowing the truth…but i cant spare this baby..i dont want this baby to be a hurdle in my future…his grip tightened in her arms…she winced in pain..
maan u r hurting me…
not like u did…
u have no rights on me maan…she pushed him with all her force n moved away from him..
he stood their seeing her retreating figure…
u have no right on me..her words anger him more..
i’ll make u mine anjali…n then i’ll show u what rights i have on u..i’ll not forgive u…this is my promise…at my child..that u aborted…
he ragged in anger…
he drank that day to forget himself n the pain of losing his child…he locked himself in the room..he did not even attend his meetings..
the next day he went to the club in the hotel to drink…he saw anjali in modern costume..dancing with amy…
how could she enjoy after all she did…her laughter added fuel to his anger…amys touch made him jealous…he cant see him touching her..
i’ll show u…mr..amy…anjali is mine…only..mine…with that he moved to her n kissed her in lips…marking her as his in front of all…
he heared meera saying i’ll not forgive u bhai..
i saw anjali standing shocked…is she feeling shame to be kissed before his bf…but,i liked the effect on her..for me…she did not protest when i kissed her..i smirked n came to my room..
when i woke up the next day,i felt ashamed for my deed…thodi insaniyat aur meri dadimaa ki parwarish ne muje yesa feel karne ko majboor kiya…i went in search of u…u escaped…u escaped from me…but atlast i found u in my office…i made u mine..now i have all rights on u…but…i’ll not make u mother for my baby…i dont want my baby to feel that u have hatred to carry my baby..i love to become a father..now..not more…u have destroyed my dreams that day..i hate u..i hate u anjali..i hate u for making me a monster.turning me into a devil…to make sign in those papers…i hate myself …sometimes i think my hatred is weeek compared to my love…par…mere bache ki barein mein jabbhi sochtha hoon na..i cant forgive u…i feel hatred at myself ,why i was not there to save my child…

geet took anjalis diary..she want to know if she has mentioned anything about that incident their…the last page only had the detail of their meeting in hospital..Geet read the diary’

Today I went to hospital with radha’I saw maan there’today I gave him the extreme shock,that he will hate me to the core’…after that the diary was empty..
this is what u did anjali…today i’m suffering for ur deed…

driver came..
mam,maan sir asked you to take to hospital..
hmmm…im coming…she said…

the car entered the hospital..geet got out of the car n moved to the hospital like a dead body..
the receptionist asked her..
you are mrs.khurana..
she nodded yes..
she called anurse…
take her to labour room…n prepare her …
geet followed the nurse…her each step was slow…fighting with herself…she stood nump inside  the room…her heart ached seeing the equipments..the nurse gave her hospital clothes and asked her to change…

precap:maan seeing  geets profile …first step of truth geet is geet…not anjali…

 anjalis past  is 2 be reviewed 2 maan…its also not faraway…only few more updates…maan will  know she is not anjali,but geet…

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